Friday, April 19, 2013

Super Bad Week

Super bad week...
Remember my post Bad Day with Whipping Cream on Top?
Yeah, this is a continuation of it.
The aftermath.

1. So I found out that I lost my position.
The entire 'body' replaced with people who I can barely remember.
Except for 3 of them. They're tolerable.
\Shrug/
I tried to hold it in during the election.
And it was working until the teacher pulled me aside and wanted to comfort me.
Then I went faucet-failure!
Oh my God, it was so embarrassing.
I couldn't understand why I cried at all. I knew it was going to happen considering the fact that I'm practically the only one in the PSS that actually did my job and more than often, scolded the others to do theirs too.
But when I got home, I cried the remainder and then gave it a thought.
Why am I upset?
I'm supposed to be cold and unaffected.
Turns out, I realized that I cried because it was so fu@king unfair!!!!
I felt so unappreciated and taken for granted for ALL the work and focus I have contributed to the PSS!!
2 years! I gave it my all for 2 a*s $hit fu@king years!
And just so you know, I'm only in my 4th year in secondary.
I started when I was in my 2nd year. Since then, I never stopped.
Those people only wanted to choose another because then, there wouldn't be anyone to tell them to do their jobs anymore.
If you want to skip out on your responsibilities and obligations as a PSS prefect,
then go the hell on. Because my dears, I don't give a d@mn anymore.
After the 7th month, just you watch.
This girl ain't gonna pay you a glance.
Got a problem? Nothing to do with me.
Solve it all on your own. I ain't got time to cater to your pampered calls.

Moving on...

2. I lost the drama competition.
The reason? My bad script.
I feel down. But I'm also angry because the best performance awards went to the winning school when it was bright as day that Pritigavani and Ashwin from our drama team were the best actor and actress.
Unfair much?

Argh! There's too much injustice!
I'm already emotionally down when I'm at home,
so there really isn't a need for it to be the same in school.

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