Once its one, Two isn't that Far

Maybe grades don't matter too much that you'll have to give up your fun life for it but recently, I've just got back a few of my examination scores and I wasn't all too delighted about them. I mean, to my friends and all, they are pretty good but not the perfect scores that I desire so much. I'm not a perfectionist; my sister is. It didn't used to matter so much before but once I got a taste of the A+ scores some years ago nothing could ever caused me such simple pleasing. I'm afraid that if I continue this way. My balanced, good-natured self shall waver under pressure and I'll end up putting up a heavier guard towards my friends and my families. I don't want that to happen but it feels so...necessary, that I tend to forget things from time to times.

School Camp? Really?

For the first time in my life, I'm actually going to join a school camp.
Well, I am excited of course but then, I'm pretty anxious by the late. My aunt never lets me go any camping trips. This is the first since it's held in the school and the school is just right behind my home after all. I never thought of joining this camp but I thought..., why not? It'd help my independence.
But, I really, really can't imagine how I'm going to survive, away from my supplies and security. Most people would agree that I should go because if not, then I would really become some sort of pampered house-kept lady! Ugh...I feel a little sick.
The weather ain't very stable lately and its continued to catch me off guard. Sigh~
My glucose shooting low too; appetite not working so well. I'm dazing and sleepy.