Once its one, Two isn't that Far

Maybe grades don't matter too much that you'll have to give up your fun life for it but recently, I've just got back a few of my examination scores and I wasn't all too delighted about them. I mean, to my friends and all, they are pretty good but not the perfect scores that I desire so much. I'm not a perfectionist; my sister is. It didn't used to matter so much before but once I got a taste of the A+ scores some years ago nothing could ever caused me such simple pleasing. I'm afraid that if I continue this way. My balanced, good-natured self shall waver under pressure and I'll end up putting up a heavier guard towards my friends and my families. I don't want that to happen but it feels so...necessary, that I tend to forget things from time to times.