People who Boasts

People who can't help themselves and feel like boasting..., I believe is a condition where they feel the lack of attention, probably caused by loneliness and self-dejection. These people mayhaps..unconsciously think that they're envious of another person. For example, you see this friend, who has a perfect family with more carefree than rigidness compared to yours, and then almost immediately, you feel this need or desire to be better than that friend of yours to cover up your own private flaws. Or in some cases you just want to be able to be on the same plane as your friend. What these people don't realize is that boasting seems negative to other people who aren't you whereas, boasting for you is sometimes comforting- proof that you're better or on the same plane.
So people who boasts, aren't actually all that bad. Think twice before alienating them. ^_^

My one so Many Complications

This is a list of the things I despise the most in my entire living existence...
1. Betrayal.
2. Fools.
3. Insects(Most of them).
4. The Sun.
5. So-called 'paparazzi'.
6. Idiots.

And this is a list of my phobias...
1. Automatonophobia/Pediophobia
2. Coulrophobia
3. Thalassophobia
4. Demophobia
5. Haphephobia

.....heheh...I'm twisted. How can one person have so many complications? And my phobias are no joke, especially the first one...

I'm Not Crazy

Okay, I'm eccentric but not crazy. Never crazy. There's a huge difference, got that?
I might go weirdo and mad at times but it's not entirely my fault.
Eccentric is intelligence and crazy is.....nut-crack crazy.

Old computer with Old tricks

Vile..vile..absolute vile...I have no words to describe it. It's impossible!
What is wrong with this computer?! It's a nutcase(like myself -_-").....sigh.....

Just a little Rest needed..

I'm stressing out because of my End-year examinations and they won't be a piece of cake that's for sure. But I can't say that I'm afraid of it but more like, the consequences that comes after. After all these years, what people expected of me became what I want for myself. If I don't have it, I feel as though I'm letting my very existence down and I don't want to feel that way!!
........I just don't understand..why I can't seem to understand what it is that I don't understand? Is it suppose to be a question or should I just keep quiet about it and glue my head to a textbook?
I know that being top is important; I really do understand so that is why I'm always so competitive in my own way.
What's so confusing?! I don't even get it myself!!
.....Sigh.....
Anyway, sorry for troubling you guys with my unnecessary fusssing-abouts. I just need some time to think. I'll try to write something better for you guys when I'm better- something that you guys should be able to relate yourselves to. And that's a solid promise with my heart crossed. Good bye and take care.

Remember your rewards if you do what is your destiny
for you shall only falter and fall;
'if' it is unwise of you to succumb to lowly rewards
that is no better than a grab of fine sand.

JL.J.Sun.

Sprained Ankle Incident

I sprained my ankle in school the other day and it was so stupid.
This is how it happened; the recess bell rang so my BFF and I had to immediately head to our respective 'workplace'. As we were leaving, some juniors were playing around and they got too close to me. I was going to cross a drain at the time but I forgot and tried to avoid the oncoming juniors, thus, I lost my balance and had to shift my position in mid-air as I was falling to avoid falling into the drain instead.
Oh God, and it was so, so stupid......I miscalculated and twisted my ankle.
It was almost unbelievable. My ankle bent 90 degrees and I nearly thought I fractured it. Fortunately, my friend helped me to find a place to sit. I had to skip on one leg the whole way..and that hurt too, you know.
But I guess it's fine since the juniors apologized to me afterward, even though it wasn't totally their fault. I should have stood my ground instead of doing something as stupid as that. Urghh! I'm just so forgetful this days.
Juniors..sorry for acting like it was all you guys' fault. Pretty sorry with cherries on top?

Nothing Goes Right

I don't seem to study enough, play enough, sleep enough by the late. Not to mention, do better enough.
Everything's been really messed up. Nothing goes peacefully without me worrying myself to death first and even then, I'm pissed off. For real. People annoy me and they seem even more unnecessary than usual. I can't do a thing right like how I'm supposed to.
I'll admit that I'm a coward but this is just too much...sigh.