Just a little Rest needed..

I'm stressing out because of my End-year examinations and they won't be a piece of cake that's for sure. But I can't say that I'm afraid of it but more like, the consequences that comes after. After all these years, what people expected of me became what I want for myself. If I don't have it, I feel as though I'm letting my very existence down and I don't want to feel that way!!
........I just don't understand..why I can't seem to understand what it is that I don't understand? Is it suppose to be a question or should I just keep quiet about it and glue my head to a textbook?
I know that being top is important; I really do understand so that is why I'm always so competitive in my own way.
What's so confusing?! I don't even get it myself!!
.....Sigh.....
Anyway, sorry for troubling you guys with my unnecessary fusssing-abouts. I just need some time to think. I'll try to write something better for you guys when I'm better- something that you guys should be able to relate yourselves to. And that's a solid promise with my heart crossed. Good bye and take care.

Remember your rewards if you do what is your destiny
for you shall only falter and fall;
'if' it is unwise of you to succumb to lowly rewards
that is no better than a grab of fine sand.

JL.J.Sun.

Sprained Ankle Incident

I sprained my ankle in school the other day and it was so stupid.
This is how it happened; the recess bell rang so my BFF and I had to immediately head to our respective 'workplace'. As we were leaving, some juniors were playing around and they got too close to me. I was going to cross a drain at the time but I forgot and tried to avoid the oncoming juniors, thus, I lost my balance and had to shift my position in mid-air as I was falling to avoid falling into the drain instead.
Oh God, and it was so, so stupid......I miscalculated and twisted my ankle.
It was almost unbelievable. My ankle bent 90 degrees and I nearly thought I fractured it. Fortunately, my friend helped me to find a place to sit. I had to skip on one leg the whole way..and that hurt too, you know.
But I guess it's fine since the juniors apologized to me afterward, even though it wasn't totally their fault. I should have stood my ground instead of doing something as stupid as that. Urghh! I'm just so forgetful this days.
Juniors..sorry for acting like it was all you guys' fault. Pretty sorry with cherries on top?

Nothing Goes Right

I don't seem to study enough, play enough, sleep enough by the late. Not to mention, do better enough.
Everything's been really messed up. Nothing goes peacefully without me worrying myself to death first and even then, I'm pissed off. For real. People annoy me and they seem even more unnecessary than usual. I can't do a thing right like how I'm supposed to.
I'll admit that I'm a coward but this is just too much...sigh.

Sore-throat

The worst possible sickness I could ever have and hate has got to be....the infamous sore-throat. I'm not sure why but I just hate it so much that I would do anything in my right mind to avoid getting it, even if it means drinking as much water as a waterholic. That scratchy, nudging and not to mention painful feeling at the end of my tongue just annoys me and really puts me over the edge.
I can deal with the flu, fevers and coughs but it's always that one pain in the neck that makes me all ready to punch someone in the face.
There's this guy during PSS meeting and I nearly lost my cool there and give him a piece of my mind. I'm annoying, true, but not almost like him. I swear..that irritating face of his is so out-dated. (Don't even get me started) However, I am a lady so I stayed poised and deadly.
It's much better now, though, my sore-throat, I mean.
Of course I had a sore-throat!! Why the Hell's luck did you think I would be writing about it if I hadn't had one. Urgghhh!
Okay, I'm not going to lose my cool again so goodbye. For now.

Picky Picky Picky

Is it my fault that I'm all lethargic in class?
I would rather blame the teachers but I guess I can't be too picky. I always want the best possible service like air-conditioning, tiled floors and simple but elegant in-out windows.
Sigh.....this is me being all selfish, I think.
There's something I just can't seem to understand. Why the Hell's luck is our school looks like it's from Palm Bay? What's with all the palm trees? No wonder it's getting warmer and warmer everyday.
And with that sand-color paint...ugh.
Some people really do have bad taste. Go with something more inviting and cooling. How about big trees with lots of leaves and separate branches? That should be cooling enough and it would even give some shade to the open assembly hall. Oooohhhh, then it would look like the bird paradise tropical forest or something. That's pretty awesome. Don't you agree?
As for the...Herbal Garden? You call that a Herbal Garden?
It reminded me of bunnies' favorite cafe site. The plants seemed drunk, all floppy and wavy. I understand the teachers have put some worthwhile effort into maintaining that small garden but you can barely notice it. Students walked by without giving a glance at it. Sorry for being so straight-forward but thats the absolute truth. Sorry anyway. I appreciated your efforts however and it needs some improvising. Heheh...

Gloom Day

Nearing Monday and my homework isn't done yet.

Nearly anyway.

Not much to talk about since not much happened.

Everything's so gloomy.

These days, the end is already nearing and people are still so 'hilarious'.

I have no idea what I'm talking about.

Guess I'm just going nuts.

Might be too tired or bored.

I think I'll choose bored.

Bored is nice. I like that.

My two cousins and sis are laughing again.

They do that every single day while I'm in the computer room doing my stuff.

Maybe a sanatorium would be the place for them.

There's a famous one called 'Tanjung Rambutan'.

Perfect,isn't it?

They just roared again.

Probably the movie's too sick I suppose.

Who knows?

Well,this is the end.

Have a wonderful day.

Bye.

Wedding so simple and cool

I just came back from KL-to attend my brother's wedding-and it was fabulous!

Simple it is but I certainly loved it.

During the morning ceremony, my sister-in-law, Lydia,

wore a superb white and pink cheongsam.

She was so beautiful and cool!!

As for my brother......well...like every groom...a suit.....a black suit.

That is why I said that men are so boring.

Anyway, there was a good friend of my brother's at the ceremony,

his name was Raymond I think.

He was extremely hilarious....maybe I'm exaggerating a little.

You'll know why, once I tell you this; Raymond posed like a girl with the bride's bouquet

and I got a picture of him doing that!

I'm gonna post it on facebook and everything!!!

Just kidding.....I respect someone's privacy.

As for the night one, it was even more amazing.

Lydia was wore this golden long Monroe dress and her wig was long and curly.

She also had a front wig which made her look very innocent and elegant at the same time.

When I saw the wedding pictures, I sorta noticed that Lydia was infact quite photogenic

but my brother was plain weird I tell you.

The buffet was delicious and guess what?

I ate 5 ribs, sotongs, 3 cups of orange juice,

3 sips of scot whiskey, fried rice and a packet of biscuits.

Amazing aren't I?

Well then, that's all I suppose.

Maybe I'd post some of the pictures taken.

Maybe.